how do you say thanks?

i was raised in a patriotic family. we always watched fourth of July celebrations. i always said the pledge to the flag. always took my minutes of silence when thinking about our veterans. and my father never allowed a jane fonda video in our house. i married a patriotic boy. we painted a giant (floor to ceiling) United States flag in our garage after 9/11. my boy loves all airplanes and watches many documentaries on the army, navy, and air force. we both have grandparents that served during war times. with all of that history between us, how do you say thanks to all of the service men and women who sacrifice everything for us to be safe?

a few months after zella was born, my sisters kids (the greatest nieces and nephew ever) came over and stayed the weekend with us. some of our friends asked why would we take on 3 more kids and a new born? because they are the best kids ever! they helped me do the dishes, and fold towels. leah, helped make dinner and they cleaned up after. they played with/held zella for hours upon hours.

during this weekend, we took the kids to the annual Luke-days. this is on the Luke air force base and they open up the base to the public. they have all kinds of air planes and old air planes on display. you can take pictures and go inside some of the planes. there are all kinds of air shows that go on that day. there are soldiers every where and alot of veterans. it is truly amazing.

it was in march of 2005 when we went. and security was extremely high at the base. we waited in line for an hour to get onto the base. there were people every where. there was a little boy behind us, about 5 years old. and the whole time we were in line, he kept asking his mom and dad when he could see his soldiers. they kept telling him, soon. as we got closer to the front of the line, you could start to make sense of the lines and all of the security that we would be soon going through. and the little boy kept asking about his soldiers. we began seeing sings about what would and would not be allowed on the base. after a few of these signs, and closer to the front of the entrance, there were soldiers. all dressed up and looking amazing. standing guard by the security tables. we had been talking to the people around us and had talked with this little boy in line behind us. he was so excited to see his soldiers. as we got closer to them, the little boy broke loose from his mothers hand and ran up to a soldier . the boy ran right up to him, put his little shoes toe to toe with the soldier, stood up as straight as he could, and saluted him. and said in a whisper, "excuse me, soldier. but thank you for protecting my family and my country." the soldier looked down and slowly brought his hand up and saluted the little boy and said "you are most welcomed". he put his hand in his pocket and handed the little boy a flag sticker. patted him on the head. the little boy was so proud and was smiling from ear to ear. he ran back to his mom and began showing everybody around him his sticker.
i had tears falling from my eyes. and i remember being so proud of my country, so proud of my soldiers and so hopeful for our future because of this little boys love of his country.

so how do you say thank you? maybe the answer is passing the love and pride of our country onto the next generation. i pray that our country is full of little boys (and girls) who can't wait to show their love and pride they have for this beautiful country.

happy veterans day to everyone
jill b

memorize

i have been doing a lot of memorizing lately. especially when it comes to zella. i am trying to memorize how it feels to hold her little hand when we are in a parking lot, or when we are in the mall. or anywhere we are holding hands. it's amazing how something so small as holding someone"s hand, can be to me. i remember when my dad had his heart attack, and we were waiting in the emergency waiting room. my mom, my sister and i sat for hours just holding hands. i remember the comfort it gave me, just knowing that they were there next to me. and feeling their hands in mine was a sense of peace.
charlie held my hand when i was in labor with zella. it was a small way to telling me that charlie was right there with me. that i wasn't doing it alone. well, i was, but you know what i mean.
when zella was a baby, charlie would hold her hand when she was tired, or fussy, or cuddling on the couch. as she has gotten older, she still holds his hand on the couch, while they watch a movie. when she is sick, he holds her hand until she falls asleep. i have found them holding hands, both asleep, in the middle of the night. the other night, i was falling asleep with zella, and she rolled over, she reached out for my hand. and this melted my heart.
so i have been trying to memorize her hands.
jill b

it's tea time, again...

that is what we have been up to. we have tea all of the time. we have tea in her room, living room and in our bedroom. it doesn't matter when, where or how much! black kitty normally joins us, but when she is not available, someone else fill in.

when we are not having a tea party, we are in the pool. she has been very nice to us this summer.

how to entertain yourself

we have been playing around alot this summer. one of my favorite ways is to grab my camera and try to get some good pictures. zella is starting to get annoyed with me and my camera. but if daddy is willing to get his picture taken, she will pose also. so this is what i got the other day.

and here is another page for our book

have a great day

jill b

mine and hers

with charlie b teaching on Tuesday and Thursday evenings, zella and i have had extra time to just play. sometimes we go swimming or go play with friends. but yesterday, zella wanted to scrapbook. so we got out papers and stickers and pictures. she picked out what she wanted to play with and began working. she didn't want me to help her with most of her creation. she was so proud of what she did. so while she worked, i pulled out a picture and played to. mine is on top and zella's is below. she had so much fun. this is her first page all by herself. (so proud!)

personally, i love the blue flower on my forehead.

what do you like?

have a great day

jill b

what have we been up to?

my mom takes Mondays off during the summer. and since we go over to my parents house on Monday afternoons, we have been able to see my a lot more of my mom. over at desert ridge mall, they have a splash pad. basically it consists of a area and water that shoots out of designated spots. zella was pretty hesitant to go and play in the water. i brought her swim suit and everything, but she didn't want to change into them. i think that i waded into the splash pad a couple of times before she would come with me. but she went with Grammy and started to have fun. this splash pad was really cool. with lots of water. the splash pad was shaded by big and tall palm trees which allowed a cool breeze to blow threw.

two days later, we met my girlfriend Kim and her kiddos at another splash pad. this one was at the new san tan mall. the splash pad was really cute but not nearly as good as desert ridge. this one only had 2 or 3 water shoots going at a time. and they moved around. the water nice and cold. but because of how the mall was set up, there was no breeze blowing to cool us off.

i just like this picture.

and to leave you with a very cute picture of Grammy and zella. we have really enjoyed having Grammy around this summer, and will miss her terribly when school starts.

have a great weekend.

jill b

p.s. zella's foot is healing nicely. she will have a scar, but scars are cool.

man, i am a bad blogger!!

nothing much going on over here. i have started taking pictures of things i probably won't see in 5 or 10 years. mostly things that zella is doing. this picture was taken at my parents house while we were visiting. zella likes to line up her littlest pet shop and my little pony guys. i love how she makes parades with them. this is a small collection of them, we have many, many more at home.

i will be thinking of what to blog about, maybe i will just make up stuff...